The Path to Peace of Mind
Since I am now living at a mens hostel by the name of The House of Freindship I have a bit of peace of mind because I have removed myself from a bad relationship . I can not entirely blame myself for this breakup due to the saying : "its a two way street in any relationship".
I know I must find a better path to follow and I have taken the next step which is itself a struggle while looking for financial support to pay my rent for a place to sleep and call home. I have found a place which allowed an intent to rent to bbe filled out but it seems there is a delay with actually getting onto the system to allow me to leave The House of Friendship and continue my path.
I have decided to enhance my visibility with the local people and have access to several sites where I can plug in my computer and edit my sites and help other people with their computers if they run into problems with internet access or simply need some space made on their hard drive while I diagnose their system errors and fix them with free software. In 1 week I have fixed 2 computers and sped up another while finding about 9 people who are interested in what I am able to do with computers.
My passion is currently about animal welfare and helping others but I wish I could physically work as I have done in the past with renovations but my right side seems to be affected by arthritis and is constantly painfull with sharp pains aggrevating me periodically. The pain is from my neck and travels down my arm but is now affecting my hip leg and ankle all on the same side. the other issue I have is I am not licensed to do the work that I have learned and can not be insured due to not having any certifications for plumbing,& electrical which is a capable job I could handle with minimal pain.
Government legislation requires anyone who performs any housing or building repairs to be certified and fully insurable due to the discovery of shoddy workmanship which led to major insurance costs to redo the work done. Therefore I am now looking to spread out my online presence in order to find a suitable job which will provide me a stable income and get off of the social services benefits program. Although I have a disability claim in for Osteoarthritis in my neck and knees I will not be able to receive it until my appeal hearing comes in December which will be the final decision of my case and I will then finalize my path to some great opportunities in the near future.
Now in the mean time I am proceeding with my businesses which I have started from my online endeavors and begin helping more and more people as I meet them at the several wifi hotspots in and around the Kitchener / Waterloo area.
Since I am now living at a mens hostel by the name of The House of Freindship I have a bit of peace of mind because I have removed myself from a bad relationship . I can not entirely blame myself for this breakup due to the saying : "its a two way street in any relationship".
I know I must find a better path to follow and I have taken the next step which is itself a struggle while looking for financial support to pay my rent for a place to sleep and call home. I have found a place which allowed an intent to rent to bbe filled out but it seems there is a delay with actually getting onto the system to allow me to leave The House of Friendship and continue my path.
I have decided to enhance my visibility with the local people and have access to several sites where I can plug in my computer and edit my sites and help other people with their computers if they run into problems with internet access or simply need some space made on their hard drive while I diagnose their system errors and fix them with free software. In 1 week I have fixed 2 computers and sped up another while finding about 9 people who are interested in what I am able to do with computers.
My passion is currently about animal welfare and helping others but I wish I could physically work as I have done in the past with renovations but my right side seems to be affected by arthritis and is constantly painfull with sharp pains aggrevating me periodically. The pain is from my neck and travels down my arm but is now affecting my hip leg and ankle all on the same side. the other issue I have is I am not licensed to do the work that I have learned and can not be insured due to not having any certifications for plumbing,& electrical which is a capable job I could handle with minimal pain.
Government legislation requires anyone who performs any housing or building repairs to be certified and fully insurable due to the discovery of shoddy workmanship which led to major insurance costs to redo the work done. Therefore I am now looking to spread out my online presence in order to find a suitable job which will provide me a stable income and get off of the social services benefits program. Although I have a disability claim in for Osteoarthritis in my neck and knees I will not be able to receive it until my appeal hearing comes in December which will be the final decision of my case and I will then finalize my path to some great opportunities in the near future.
Now in the mean time I am proceeding with my businesses which I have started from my online endeavors and begin helping more and more people as I meet them at the several wifi hotspots in and around the Kitchener / Waterloo area.
Have you ever felt uncomfortable, untrusting, confined, confused, or unwanted ?
The life this small dog is having is torment to it which will undoubtedly affect its actions if it finely gets adopted and tries to cope with its new owners rules.
This life is how some people treat each other when they just can't seem to get along .
I have had some trying times with my attitude toward my wife and often felt I was being trapped into a shell of emotional ups & downs.
These emotional outbursts are similar to a roller coaster ride you try for the first time whereas ,you never know where the next turn or hill is coming because it happens so suddenly.
I may have treated my wife with bitter behaviour but after 3 times of trying to get along and the problems just seem to continue or even get worse what would you do? In my case I tried social therapy and the results were simply finding me a way to avoid the confrontational situations. She also tried the same remedy but I believe she never actually talked about what she was really like. This I believe to be true because she continually blamed me for things she was capable of doing but used her health as a crutch to avoid the certain things to be done around the house. sometimes she would lay and cry for hours but wouldn't want anyone to comfort her then other times she would blame her loneliness on me because I wouldn't try to comfort her anymore. This is a very hard relationship to handle and with repeated guilt trips placed on me I soon lost interest and started to simply avoid her so that I could keep sane while working on my computer.
In the case of a caged animal whether it is for disobedience or just a bed for them these practices must be stopped because those animals feel just like I did before leaving my wife recently.
Would you live in a cage or sleep in a cage? Would you lock up your wife or husband for disobeying a rule? (believe me some people do this to their spouses), because I have been barricaded out on a rainy night with her company sleeping in my spot.
The point I am trying to get to is no matter if it is your pet or your spouse or your children, nothing is worse than subjecting them to a cage or forcing the outside elements on them with a locked door. When this relationship of mine was restarted I did not think there would be so much distrust or hatred between us , but I guess we were just not meant to be together after the first breakup. Even though we tried to get along the issues still arose and ate away at who we really are and it affected our marriage to the point of hating each other..
Animals go through the same feelings especially pets. Everyone deserves a decent life without cages or limitations to what they want to do because it cultivates anger, mistrust, and hatred, which could escalate to physical injury to the involved parties. If you see pets being treated like this please report it to a local veterinarian or animal welfare agency. If you are involved in a relationship as volitile as mine please seek help at a local mental therapy agency and avoid the dangers of physical assault or simply remove yourself from the situation as I have for the forth time.
Remember there are supporting services for any living being on this planet and if you are having trouble seek the help of others to find a path you can be comfortable with because the torture and stress you or any living being goes through can cause more detrimental damage to your peace of mind or the peice of mind of another being.
The life this small dog is having is torment to it which will undoubtedly affect its actions if it finely gets adopted and tries to cope with its new owners rules.
This life is how some people treat each other when they just can't seem to get along .
I have had some trying times with my attitude toward my wife and often felt I was being trapped into a shell of emotional ups & downs.
These emotional outbursts are similar to a roller coaster ride you try for the first time whereas ,you never know where the next turn or hill is coming because it happens so suddenly.
I may have treated my wife with bitter behaviour but after 3 times of trying to get along and the problems just seem to continue or even get worse what would you do? In my case I tried social therapy and the results were simply finding me a way to avoid the confrontational situations. She also tried the same remedy but I believe she never actually talked about what she was really like. This I believe to be true because she continually blamed me for things she was capable of doing but used her health as a crutch to avoid the certain things to be done around the house. sometimes she would lay and cry for hours but wouldn't want anyone to comfort her then other times she would blame her loneliness on me because I wouldn't try to comfort her anymore. This is a very hard relationship to handle and with repeated guilt trips placed on me I soon lost interest and started to simply avoid her so that I could keep sane while working on my computer.
In the case of a caged animal whether it is for disobedience or just a bed for them these practices must be stopped because those animals feel just like I did before leaving my wife recently.
Would you live in a cage or sleep in a cage? Would you lock up your wife or husband for disobeying a rule? (believe me some people do this to their spouses), because I have been barricaded out on a rainy night with her company sleeping in my spot.
The point I am trying to get to is no matter if it is your pet or your spouse or your children, nothing is worse than subjecting them to a cage or forcing the outside elements on them with a locked door. When this relationship of mine was restarted I did not think there would be so much distrust or hatred between us , but I guess we were just not meant to be together after the first breakup. Even though we tried to get along the issues still arose and ate away at who we really are and it affected our marriage to the point of hating each other..
Animals go through the same feelings especially pets. Everyone deserves a decent life without cages or limitations to what they want to do because it cultivates anger, mistrust, and hatred, which could escalate to physical injury to the involved parties. If you see pets being treated like this please report it to a local veterinarian or animal welfare agency. If you are involved in a relationship as volitile as mine please seek help at a local mental therapy agency and avoid the dangers of physical assault or simply remove yourself from the situation as I have for the forth time.
Remember there are supporting services for any living being on this planet and if you are having trouble seek the help of others to find a path you can be comfortable with because the torture and stress you or any living being goes through can cause more detrimental damage to your peace of mind or the peice of mind of another being.
